For over a year now I’ve felt terrible, I’ve been depressed, I’ve been exhausted, my body has itched all over, I put on weight for no reason, my body bloated from foods it had never bloated from before. Modern medicine provided no answers, I refused anti-depressants because my life is/was good and there was no logical reason for me being unhappy, I wasn’t going to accept a diagnosis of depression. Allergy tests came back negative, symptoms dismissed as “women go through these things”, with no answers from my Dr I headed for google.
At one stage as I was trying to get a diagnosis for my itching body, I would itch at night, every where you can imagine would be on fire and my doctor said, “it’s just going between hot and cold, take cooler showers, don’t use soap, don’t wash yourself as often, take an anti-histamine.” Not just that but I also got, “at some stages in our lives these things just happen, it’ll clear up.”
It got worse, I feared going to sleep.
It wasn’t until late one night when I was googling my symptoms at 2am in the morning because I couldn’t sleep as the anti-histamines hadn’t kicked in yet that I found another woman who experience exactly what I was experiencing. The solution was apparently to take a pro-biotic, something that my doctor had previously dismissed as not overly scientific… three days later my itching stopped completely.
Whilst the itching had stopped, weeks or months later my mood hadn’t improved, my hormones were up and down, my period was non-existent and I’d heard that there was a women called Dr Libby Weaver from NZ who was talking a talk about Women’s Health, weight loss for women, with a non-diet approach to weight loss with a focus on nourishing your body.
How to choose to nourish your body. It’s a lot more complicated than it sounds.
Through this event, I made a friend who made an appointment to see the naturopath that works with Dr Libby, her name is Jenny.
A quick 50 minute Skype conversation with Jenny confirmed my thoughts, my googling had already pointed me towards Candida. When Jenny confirmed I had a Candida Overgrowth I was over the moon. A Dr friend of mine told me that we all have Candida, some of us have more than others, I clearly had a shit load of it.
This is a list of signs/symptoms that I found online, I have highlighted everything that I experienced in bold for you.
- Persistent, intense sugar cravings
- Cravings for processed carbs, such as bread, pasta, and pastries
- Brain fog
- Anxiety and/or depression
- Mood swings and irritability
- Vaginal yeast infections (itching, swelling, discharge)
- Poor focus and concentration
- Developing new food sensitivities/intolerances
- A white coat on your tongue
- Digestive issues (gas, bloating, constipation, diarrhea, mucous in stool)
- Skin issues (acne, eczema, psoriasis)
- Itchy ears
- Low libido
- Unexplained fatigue/exhaustion
- Skin or nail fungal infections
- Canker sores
- Flu-like symptoms
- Worsening of symptoms in cold and damp, or humid environments (two conditions that encourage candida to spread and grow, which can aggravate all existing symptoms)
I was given a diet to follow:
- no dairy
- no sugar
- no fruit (blueberries were allowed)
- no carbs
- no root vegetables
- no alcohol
- no coffee
- no gluten
To say it was hard was an understatement, I couldn’t mountain bike or ride for too long as my body hadn’t started using fat for energy, it took three weeks until I felt AMAZING. I suddenly had energy again, my body wasn’t bloated, my mood was consistent and I got my period again!
I was talking to another woman who had Candida and she said that she maintained a similar diet since getting the diagnosis and she very rarely strayed from it. She was diagnosed over three years ago, when she strayed she new about it.
I am still caffeine free, I LOVE being caffeine free. I don’t eat gluten unless someone brings in a home made cake to work, then when I have a piece I know the symptoms I am going to experience. I am able to eat hard cheese again, I’m not a fan of cows milk and haven’t been for a long time, the fact that a dairy cow is pregnant all the time, I don’t think that’s right for our bodies. Think about it. I eat fruit occasionally but not anywhere near the amount I used to.
Things are better. Not perfect but better.
How did I get to the point where I was sick but I wasn’t? Symptoms so minor that aren’t but are. I was given a 9 month course of antibiotics because the doctor thought I might have a fungal infection (on my face), some of you may have noticed that I have a red nose and check occasionally. You may have commented on my face and the redness, you commented on the way that I looked, it wasn’t anything I gave a shit about, but the amount of comments I got from people made me think that I needed to fix the way that I looked so I went on the antibiotics without any questions.
Those antibiotics caused all of the above.
Thought. Might. Comment. Appearance.
I have since discovered that with the removal of inflammatory foods that the redness in my face reduces. I have also learnt through my own experience that comments on peoples appearances are wrong.
I’m not against modern medicine, in this instance my Dr wasn’t able to help me, maybe my explanations weren’t clear, I don’t know, I would still go to that Dr again in the future. I could have shopped around for a different Dr who had an interest in nutrition and naturopathy but I found it easier and better (for me) to head straight to a naturopath.
Though out this time what I heard from my friends was:
- “You just have to eat less”
- “Eat healthier”
- “Exercise more”
- “Get more sleep”
- “There’s something going around”
- “Loose weight”
As IF I wasn’t already doing these things to start with, I monitored my weight so obsessively that I was weighing myself twice a day for no reason, with no effect. I had to throw out my scales.
Anyway, the point of this is to encourage you to stop commenting on people’s appearance, find something else to say. Say, “How are you?” and actually wait for a response and hear it. I told so many people throughout this time that I was unwell or that I wasn’t doing very well and my comments and thoughts were dismissed.
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